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Another weekend. There’s so much to do considering the circumstances. Pay day, cloudy day, new coffee shops in town. I’d rather shop than stay here and let the impulse eat me up.

I have done all the computations and prioritized every debt that needs to be prioritized. This gave me a little headache mixed up with a little heartache from the beginning because of the huge amount of tax I saw on my payslip the other day.

The good part is I get to go home and see him, and that complements the tormenting week I had at work and also levels down all the headaches and heartaches.

And for now, I’m shopping. No subject-diversion intended.

No dreams last night. This is just a phase. You’re just a phase. I’ll get over it somehow. I’ll get over somehow.

My dreams have stopped. Or so I thought.

2003. My favorite year. It was five years ago when everything began. I had to admit that I miss all of it. We were young then. No clue what the future will bring us.

And now it brought us here to this place. I wouldn’t exchange any of these for anything.

Last Monday at exactly five minutes after I left him for another whole week of tiring work, I missed him.

I joined the Twilight Saga bandwagon recently. I have finished reading Twilight and New Moon. Vampire-human love affair. Thanks to Stephenie Meyer, I’m more anxious than ever.

But the first book was not as appealing to me as the second book. There were some parts in New Moon that I had shed secret tears (I have to shift reading positions to wipe the building water in my eyes) and parts where I hated Bella. I still went on reading, though.

Just before finishing the last few chapters of the book, I decided to sleep it off. I planned on resuming after an hour of sleep but my mind had wandered off somewhere. Or someone.

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