It was a chain. A familiar voice and I woke up. Laughter and he was startled. Everything went blank. No explanations. No nothing.
The whole day was spent thinking about the whole scenario all over again. What did I do wrong? Water ran through my eyes.
For a moment, I was happy. I thought it might be jealousy. It was a long time since I felt I am chained because of it. But feeling it this time was different. I will be happy. I was, for a moment.
Before the day ended, it was not that after all. It was all just lack of sleep.
Several minutes of hyperventilation, apologies and a broken voice.
And then I was neutral.
And hoping.
And wishing.
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