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I’ve been busy for the past few weeks. It’s really hard catching up with tons of stuff at work. Lots to learn, so much to do. But I’m still hanging on. Hopefully this very awkward and stressful part of the adjustment phase would end soon. I still have two months to go before my evaluation so wish me luck.

The whole Kris Allen over Danny Gokey thing being the new American Idol also contributes to the heavy feeling I’m having.

On other news, I’ve started drinking again since my very traumatic experience a few months ago. I’m very surprised to find out that my face starts to get hot after just one bottle of beer. I had tasted the ice cold San Mig Light below zero last week with my room mates. That was the best beer I had since I don’t know when. I know there are several restaurants serving these beers around Metro Manila but I had mine in Grilla in Kalayaan.

I am guessing this week at work would be as hell as the past weeks. I’ll try watching Star Trek and Angels & Demons, that is, if they’re still showing so I can have something to look forward to.

Things are really not as bad as they seem. How’s that for positivity.


Conclusion of another week.

Last week..

Monday. Too frustrated to work. Was given a simple task since last week and got stuck with an unknown configuration problem blar blar blar Java Spring blah blah. Still not talking in my seat.

Tuesday. Still stuck with the same task. Hoping my superior would not be too impatient. Still shy to ask questions. Had a team meeting which made me talk to the team. This is a good start.

Wednesday. STILL stuck with the task. Still scared to ask questions. Still want to try resolve the bug myself before asking. Self deadline is Thursday before asking for help.

Thursday. Was given a new task with the old task still at hand. Worried that I might not be able to deliver since this was the last day of the week. Asked a team mate to help me with the new task and was able to finish it in two hours. Asked him to help me identify the problem with what the original task that I’m doing particularly the meaning of the error message I keep on getting in my console. Problem solved! Happy! Asked kumares to go out and celebrate and we did. Awesome night.

Friday. Holiday! My brother’s birthday! Fiesta meal at a friend’s house. Got all blushed up after just one glass of Red Horse beer. Videoke with two of my favorite friends. Happy.

Saturday. Watched Yes Man, Taken, Kung Fu Panda The Secrets Of The Furious Five, Wall E, Knowing and The Holiday at home. Happy.

Sunday. Bought new DVDs. Went home far, far away. Started watching America’s Best Dance Crew Season 2. Pacquiao’s amazing!

I hope this week’s gonna be great. My spirit’s up. Go go go!


First week down, forever to go.

If I were to pick my favorite day of the week, it would definitely be Friday. I love Friday nights because I get to go home and the thought of having two more free days will be stuck in my head before I go to sleep. Saturday and Sunday for me are my panic days.

My first week at work had been both great and blar blar (I use blar blar when I can’t describe what I feel). I hope everything will turn out from blar blar to okay in no time.

An hour ago, I was anxious and panicky just thinking about being in the office after tomorrow. I feel like I’m running out of time. Good thing I started drinking beer with my boyfriend an hour ago. Really helped me calm down and think everything through.

On other news, I’m recently hooked with American Idol 8. Only five weeks left before the show ends. I’m hoping Danny Gokey would win over Adam Lambert.

My to do’s for next week :

  • Learn Spring MVC
  • Fix my closet in the apartment (looks like garbage at the moment)
  • Download Paramore’s Final Riot
  • Start using my Nikon D40 again
  • Start using my Holga 120 CFN again
  • Start blogging about life, not just opinions

And I realized I’m starting to miss the bum life now.


Ho, it hurts.

Since last month, I decided to get a hair spa and a hair cut on a monthly basis. The hair spa only requires two to three applications of treatments. Last month, I had three. This month, two. It may be that simple, but this month’s visit was the most agonizing experience I had.

I always pick the L’Oreal hair and scalp treatment package from the list (I just don’t know what package specifically, apparently there are tons when I try to search for them in Google) which costs me almost 1,000 pesos. And I have no idea if it’s a good price.

It’s funny because I felt stings all over my head when the guy was applying the treatments on my scalp. He was really focusing on applying the treatment by pressing hard onto my little scalp wounds. That was the first round. The second round doesn’t require effort at all because the treatment stings the moment i feel it on my head. I was trying to play Bejeweled the whole time he was doing this to my poor scalp and I always end up closing the game to control myself from screaming from pain.

The salon guy was curious where I got the little wounds on my scalp because according to him, today, my scalp has no dandruff at all. He can remember my visit from last month because my scalp was a disaster back then (dandruff + little wounds). And then we both figured that I should stop my habit of scratching my head at idle times. I have this weird habit of touching my head when concentrating or watching something or when stressed out. But it causes the little wounds not to heal. I promised him I’d try to stop. That would be good for me and my head on my next visit. No more pain.

If I still can’t control myself, I’ll follow the last guy’s advise to cut off my hands. No hands = dandruff-free and wound-free scalp? Not bad, salon guy. Not bad at all.


Goodbye sweet life.

April 15 marks the third month I have stopped working.

After I lost a job three months ago, it was difficult to adjust at first but I got the hang of it after a few weeks. And now, I’m used to waking up at 10 in the morning unlike before where I have to wake up two hours before the office hours. I wake up, go online, check my mail, socialize with people in Plurk, play online games (JamLegend, Restaurant City and Word Challenge to name a few), watch American Idol and sleep late at night (insert two meals in between all of these, eaten whenever I feel like eating). Not productive but fun.

I have mixed feelings. I’m sad because this phase in my life will be ending after several days. I’m also excited with the new things I’ll be experiencing. And I’m nervous too.

I have ten days left. Minus one day for the medical exam. Minus four days for the family trip in Baguio. Five days left all in all. And I don’t have a clue what I missed out doing in the three-month vacation.

I’ll miss being unemployed. I’ll miss all the free time I have. I’ll miss being in the one place I love. I’ll miss everything.

Now, what to do?


Guess who’s back.

My domain was dead for two years and now it’s back.

I thought I’ve moved on. For several months I’ve been finalizing which free blog tool to use. I’ve been in Blogger, Livejournal and WordPress and I was never contented. Aside from the constant changing of blogging tools, I was also constantly changing usernames too.

There was also a time when I decided not to blog anymore, but of course, I still can’t resist writing something and the whole process of switching sites and usernames will happen all over again.

But last Friday, I was in a coffee shop (taking advantage of the free wifi connection) fixing my new blog in Blogger when someone volunteered to buy back the domain for me. It was an overwhelming feeling. I can’t describe it except for the teary eyes I had after the domain has been bought. Thank you. Wee.

After registering the domain, I spent several more hours in the 24-hour coffee shop installing WordPress. I went home at 1 or 2 in the morning and continued installing themes until 5. And for the next few days, I was looking for WordPress plugins I can use. I hope it’s better now.

Just as I promised, I’ll keep this domain as long as I can. It was nice to be on a break. But it’s better having this, my very own online release of thoughts.

Welcome back the whiny, fickle-minded, paranoid, weird and pathetic blogger. Yay.


Vertigo strikes again.

Vertigo’s a bitch. I don’t know what I have exactly (because people said vertigo is just a symptom of something else) but I hate it when it happens.

After the second worst drinking experience I had (see previous entry), the dizziness somehow lessened. But still.

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